~♥~Ekah Batuk Lagi

Since semalam my little princess diserang batuk, mungkin menjangkit dari mak usu dia. Kesian baby mama....malam tadi langsung tak tidur sebab asyik batuk. Malaekah ni memang mudah kena infection kat paru-paru, bila batuk sikit mulalah bila bernafas berbunyi kroh kroh.

Petang tadi bawa dia ke klinik. Doc suruh buat ujian x-ray dan blood test. Alhamdulillah blood test tak der apa-apa masalah, cuma dari x-ray, dia baru jer kena infection kat paru-paru belah kanan dia. Kesian anak mama, masa kena ambil darah, melalak tak hengat. Terjerit-jerit panggil mama.

Then, 4 jenis ubat diberikan, hmmm nasib baik ekah jenis yang tak takut makan ubat, cuma dia ni kalau doctor nak check dia, melalak tak hengat, phobia betul dengan doctor.

Doc nasihatkan supaya ekah tidak diberikan makan pisang, nasi, yoghurt, makanan pedas-pedas, ais atau air sejuk, serta makanan dari gerai atau dibeli dari luar. Hanya beri ekah makan makanan yang dimasak di rumah. Menurut doctor, pada musim panas ni penyakit mudah merebak, udara tercemar, penyakit mudah berjangkit. Memang dah start panas giler kat sini sekarang ni.

Kesian baby mama, malam ni dia muntah lepas makan. Habis semua yang dia makan dia muntahkan akibat batuk yang teruk. Lepas tu dia sibuk dok kata "stun khugigie" bermaksud "tekak sakit". Lepas bagi ubat, terus dia tidur. Harap batuk dia cepat sembuh.

Ni gambar tangan dia yang diambil darah, ekah sibuk dok kata "khugigie, khugigie" maknanya..."sakik, sakit"....cian baby mama :(

Ini pula result x-ray ekah.

~♥~Menghitung Hari

My baby is 34 weeks 3 days old now. How times fly huh. I am so excited to see how he/she will looks like. I am counting a day now, well....as it said in above chart, 39 more days to go. I am not buying anything yet for this new arrival, I just don't feel like want to buy anything yet. I think i am going to use Malaekah's stuff for a while. When this beloved baby born, after that I will buy things for him/her. Ini bukan bermakna, that I am not as excited as I was when I want to born my princess Malaekah, just this time, I am more patient for buying things.

Lately, i looooove to eat yoghurt, and chewing ice cube...like chewing a bubble gum...lol. Crap crap crap....yummyyyy. Dunno why, maybe because the weather is getting hot here. Cannot stand without fan or AC. Now is the season of watermelon and mango. My FIL bought me watermelon everyday, he said it's good for the baby in my tummy..he he. I don't eat heavy meal these days, as I don't feel like to do so. Instead, I prefer to drink plenty of milk, eat yoghurt, fruits and drink skyjuices all the times.

At night, well, it's really horrible, i can't sleep. Move right, move left, try to sit, then lay down, put pillow everywhere, still can't close my eyes. Moreover, my lil princess Malaekah also disturbing me, almost a whole night, because she always get up and cried a loud, I dunno why. Probably the same reason, the hot weather. Thank God, setiap petang kami dapat melelapkan mata sekejap.

Baby dalam perut ni pula, semakin hari semakin kuat rasa mengeliatnyer. Yelah, space kat dalam tu dah tak berapa nak ada, boleh mengeliat jer lah. Kadang-kadang kelakar pulak tengok pergerakkan dia kat perut ni....:) Betapa besarnya kuasa Allah, tak tercapai dek akal fikiran, bagaimana satu nyawa boleh membesar di dalam rahim seorang ibu selama 9 bulan sebelum dilahirkan ke dunia ini.

Kini, diri ini menghitung hari untuk melahirkan bayi ini, doa mama semoga sayang mama lahir dengan keadaan yang selamat dan sihat serta cukup sifat. Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan oleh-Nya. Amin.

~♥~Gift From My Other Half

My hubby gone to Kabul again this morning. But before he left me, he bought me a handphone yesterday. He told me it's a gift from him for Mother's Day. He said, it's a bit late, and he can't make it on time because he had load of work to do. At least, he bought me something, even it's late, as people said "better late than never" right?

I was so happy, eventhough that handphone is not necessary for me :) It's not expensive, but it's really meaningful for me. Thank you my other half.

So, again, me alone....he's gone....and i feel so empty when he is not around :( dunno when he will come back to see me again, but he make sure that he will come before I deliver this baby, InsyaAllah.

He left us while ekah was still sleeping, when she get up, she asked me, "abah chari?" which mean, "where is abah", I told her that abah was gone to Kabul again. Then she said "abah jani lar?" which mean "my beloved abah is gone?". I just nodded my head, then she keep silent. She is getting used of it already I assume.

~♥~Watermelon Time !!

Can you see, how 'comot' nyer ekah eating her watermelon. I told her to eat the small piece, but she refused, she said i want the "ghat" mean big one. She love fruits especially mango, orange, grapes, all kind of berries, and she also love to eat dried fruits.

And now, is the season of watermelon. She love to eat watermelon too. You can see it from the pics below:

I was confused with this laugh on her face, is it because of she really enjoyed the taste of the watermelon or..........

probably she was teasing me with that notty laugh by saying in her heart " ye ye....i dirty my dress he he heh"

I love to see her like this....eating and enjoying the watermelon. Bukan mulut jer makan, kaki pun makan sama....sexy pulak tu....heiiiii puteri mama ni.

See, sampai lelap lelap mata lagi...ha hah

Here the short video of her enjoying eating her watermelon :)

~♥~I've Been Tagged :P

Opppsss...kena tag rupa-rupanya daripada my dear Hanim from Doha, memula tak perasan, bila bukak lagi sekali her blog, baru ternampak...he heh. Thanx hanim.



So, here it goes :P



SOMETHING ABOUT ME THAT YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW


1) Suka buat kerja sorang-sorang, tak suka team work. Kalau buat kerja ramai-ramai rasa macam tak best jer. Then I will do the thing as best as I can. Dan satu pesan mom I yg I sentiasa ingat, sentiasa buat sesuatu tu sampai habis, jangan tinggal separuh jalan.

2) I love gardening and decorating. Kurang pandai memasak, dan tak cerewet tentang makanan. I love spicy food, especially curry. But my fav food is my mom asam pedas ikan tenggiri….perghhhh terangkat sih.

3) My late dad was from city of Taj Mahal, India, but silly…I can’t speak Urdu. Coz, my abah tak praktik kan bahasa urdu ngan kitorang…rugi kan. Tapi…I dah boleh bersembang dalam bahasa Pashto (afghan language) sebab hubby I orang afghan.

4) I don’t like winter, sebab bila winter jer kulit jadik kering, lepas tu kulit jadi gelap, dah lah semulajadi gelap, bertambah merelit jadiknyer. Summer, tak berapa nak suka jugak sebab terlalu panas, macam kat gurun sahara jer rasa, I loooooove spring….tak panas sangat dan tak sejuk bebeno...and i loooove flowers.

5) I got 2 operation kat perut, satu sebab ectopic pregnancy, satu lagi sebab c-sect masa lahirkan my princess Malaekah, dan berkemungkinan kena c-sect jugak bila lahirkan baby kedua ni….kalau c-sect jugak alamat hattrick ler….3 line tuuuuuu :(

6) I tak pernah ada BEST FRIEND, tak tau kenapa, dari zaman sekolah dulu lagi I suka pergi mana-mana sorang-sorang atau dengan lain-lain orang, tak pernah setia untuk berkawan dengan satu orang sahaja. Dan I memang tak mudah nak percaya dengan orang yang I baru kenal. Nak kata I sombong, katalah…..memang tak reti nak being close to someone.

7) I love to listen to music rather than watching movie, believe me, since I born my little princess Malaekah, I never watch any movie until it end.



Love to pass this to:

~~> Pinatbate

~~> Gill

~~> Farah Deen

~~> Syari

~~> Bill Gates <---- He he he

The rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
3. Tag people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
4. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

HAVE FUN !!

~♥~Because Of "Jagung Bakar"

Two days back I went to my gynae for an appointment of monthly check up. Well, he told me that, this time i have to go for c-sect as well. I asked him is there any possiblity for me to try to born my baby via vaginal. He said, it's too risky for me and the baby as my birth canal is so narrow. *sigh* I told him as a mom, i want to feel to born my baby in a normal way as other moms did. But, he siad it's important for me to go by c-sect.

When i go home, i discussed with my hubby and he told me to go to another gynae to ask for a second opinion. Here it goes, yesterday i went to another gynae, a female doc. And i was so frustrated because she also told me the same answer as my gynae told me. I have to go for c-sect because it's too risky for me and my baby to deliver by vaginal. What can i do, it's my destiny to face it. I have to again deliver my baby by c-sect waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

The result of ultrasound was very good. My baby is in good condition, the baby heart beat is beating very well. The head of the baby is down now, facing the vaginal. Baby move nicely. The amniotic fluid also enough. Alhamdulillah, only mama birth canal is so narrow....what to do :(

And today, in the afternoon, i got very severe stomach pain. I vomited for few times, then my hubby took me to the hospital, i got admitted for pain killer dripping, another pain killer injection at my right arm, and one more pain killer injection on my butt....phew it's very painful...the injection and my stomach ache...OMG i feels like want to shout a loud. It's because of food poisining. I ate 2 "jagung bakar" yesterday. Maybe it's served not very hygenic. After 5 hours, i felt better, then my gynae allow me to go home.

And now at this time, 11.57pm, i feel okay, but still have stomach upset....a bit. Hopefully it's gone by tomorrow morning, it's really horrible. Taubat tak nak makan makanan jual kat stall lagi...ha ha ha.

~♥~ Happy Mother's Day

My Beloved Mom

My Respectful Mom in law

Sempena Hari Ibu, pada 10hb, Mei. Anakanda ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI IBU kepada Bonda Pn. Hajjah Normah Bt. Yusof dan Bonda Mertua Pn. Zargonah. Doa anakanda semoga bonda berdua sentiasa sihat dan sejahtera untuk menjalankan ibadat harian. Bonda berdua adalah tunggak kekuatan kepada anakanda untuk terus meneruskan hidup yang penuh pancaroba ini.

Buat bonda tercinta, emak yang tersayang, walaupun dirimu jauh beribu batu, namun di hati sentiasa dekat dan selalu terasa kehadiran bonda. Hanya telefon sebagai penghubung...dan pagi tadi anakanda telahpun menelefon bonda dan mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI IBU kepada bonda.

Buat bonda mertua, hanya Allah yang dapat membalas jasabaik mu terhadap diri anakanda. Masih ku ingat dikau menjaga ku dan Malaekah selama kami berdua tinggal seminggu di hospital selepas melahirkan ekah. Pengorbanan mu, takkan ku lupa. Dikaulah pengganti bonda yang jauh dimata.......semoga Allah membalas jasamu bonda.....amin.

Di bawah ini anakanda titipkan puisi untuk bonda :

I Miss You,

I think that people didn't need their moms so much after they grew up.

But I've realized that's not true.

So often, when I'm making a decision,

I wish you were here so I could ask your advice.

And so many times,

when something happens that I know you would enjoy,

I wish you were here to share it with me.

Now that I'm olderI've realized how special our relationship is.

And while I'm thankful for this bond,

somehow it makes me miss you more..

Mom, I love you so very much.

Tiada kasih yang ternilai di dalam dunia ini melainkan kasih IBU,

Tiada Pengorbanan yang besar selain dari pengorbanan IBU,

Tiada sentuhan yang halus selain dari sentuhan IBU,

Tiada syurga selain dari dibawah telapak kaki IBU,

Tiada airmata bernilai selain dari airmata IBU,

Tiada doa yang ikhlas selain dari doa IBU,

untuk IBU ... kaulah bidadari dan permata di hati ini.

Terima kasih kerana melahirkan aku ...

Ampunkan dosaku kiranya aku bersalah padamu ...

Semoga Allah memanjangkan usia IBU ku ... amin

Ini pula, diriku ini berangan, konon-konon baby kat dalam perut ni bercakap ngan mama.....i love you my baby

Diri ini juga ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI IBU kepada kekanda dan kekanda ipar:

Di Malaysia

~> Pn. Hajjah NorAishah (Kak Long)

~> Pn. Zaimah ( Kak Zai)

~> Pn. Biah

~> Pn. Nooraini

~> Pn. Jamilah Bibi

~> Pn. Asmah

~> Pn. Roslina

Di Paksitan

~> Pn. Najeeba

~> Pn. Syarifa

~> Pn. Khaleeda

Juga tak lupa kepada:

~~> Nora

~~> Adah

~~> Ita

Di kesempatan ini juga, shinky ingin mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI IBU kepada semua pengunjung blog ini, terutama geng dari forum CARI. Nak sebut nama satu-satu takut ada yang tertinggal pulak :P

P/s: ekah pulak tak reti lagi nak ucapkan selamat hari ibu, tapi abah dia suruh kiss mama sambil cakap " malaekah sayang mama"